Random Cougar Life
sad :(
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There was a stray kitty that came around, and I was gonna adopt it after thanksgiving. Dave said he saw a dead cat that looked like her on his way home, she hasn’t been around today.
I’m really sad. If I had acted sooner I could have saved that cat’s life.
Sad.
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Someone else put in an adoption application for Schroeder a week before us so we can’t get him after all. If we could have payed our stupid pet deposit fee sooner!! It’s 400.00!! I am sad, because I started getting attached to him before we got him. This is what happens when I share things with people, I get disappointed.
where i’ve been
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Dave and I finally have internet in our new place. we have been busy moving so I didn’t have time to blog about it. I probably won’t blog for some days to come, my grandfather passed away and we are flying down to Houston this saturday.
Confusion
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how much force is needed to cause severe bruising of tissue? It seems so easy for people to do, but I can’t even flick someone. I don’t understand how you can do that to another living being, especially your own flesh. Maybe its cause I’m such a whore. I have to be protected from myself, I’m crazy.
I need hugs.
Apparently its a national holiday
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but you wouldn’t know it from going outside. Nothing is closed, so I guess only teachers and soccer moms get today off. I did get to get off work early though, double pay or not it still pisses me off that we’re even open today. We’re closed christrmas, but not today. like there’s a fucking difference. Oh wait, the owner is christian, I guess they want to keep face in their church, or something.
I’ve been depressed all week, I guess its hormones. But I can’t stand living here, getting yelled at everytime I eat something. Especially rice. whenever I cook my dinner I usually cook rice, and if I eat any of it then I must be fat and disgusting. I guess 22 years of being yelled at is finally getting to me, or something. I just wish I had my own home I could go to when this stupid holiday is over, instead of staying here.
I hate sounding so emo and useless. Anyways, happy thanksgiving
Empty
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I don’t know how I feel. I should be sad but I feel empty. I just really need a hug. My parents didn’t let me come with them, just like before, and I guess it should piss me off but I don’t feel anything.
Blech
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Today has been crap. Nothing crap happened, i’ve just been feeling really shitty today. I’m watching Futurama and that always cracks me up.
