There was a stray kitty that came around, and I was gonna adopt it after thanksgiving. Dave said he saw a dead cat that looked like her on his way home, she hasn’t been around today.
I’m really sad. If I had acted sooner I could have saved that cat’s life.
Someone else put in an adoption application for Schroeder a week before us so we can’t get him after all. If we could have payed our stupid pet deposit fee sooner!! It’s 400.00!! I am sad, because I started getting attached to him before we got him. This is what happens when I share things with people, I get disappointed.
Dave and I finally have internet in our new place. we have been busy moving so I didn’t have time to blog about it. I probably won’t blog for some days to come, my grandfather passed away and we are flying down to Houston this saturday.
how much force is needed to cause severe bruising of tissue? It seems so easy for people to do, but I can’t even flick someone. I don’t understand how you can do that to another living being, especially your own flesh. Maybe its cause I’m such a whore. I have to be protected from myself, I’m crazy.
I need hugs.
but you wouldn’t know it from going outside. Nothing is closed, so I guess only teachers and soccer moms get today off. I did get to get off work early though, double pay or not it still pisses me off that we’re even open today. We’re closed christrmas, but not today. like there’s a fucking difference. Oh wait, the owner is christian, I guess they want to keep face in their church, or something.
I’ve been depressed all week, I guess its hormones. But I can’t stand living here, getting yelled at everytime I eat something. Especially rice. whenever I cook my dinner I usually cook rice, and if I eat any of it then I must be fat and disgusting. I guess 22 years of being yelled at is finally getting to me, or something. I just wish I had my own home I could go to when this stupid holiday is over, instead of staying here.
I hate sounding so emo and useless. Anyways, happy thanksgiving
I don’t know how I feel. I should be sad but I feel empty. I just really need a hug. My parents didn’t let me come with them, just like before, and I guess it should piss me off but I don’t feel anything.
Today has been crap. Nothing crap happened, i’ve just been feeling really shitty today. I’m watching Futurama and that always cracks me up.
