Last night I went to go get some shisha tobacco and coals from the smoke shop and the tire blew out! I’m glad it didn’t happen on the way up here going 80! But I didn’t have my phone so I couldn’t actually call anyone to tow the car, so I had to drive it back to the apartment on the flat. Man did that tire get destroyed! The entire side wall was gone and part of the steel inside was gone also, and there was a huge hole just under the treads. I’m ok, and we are taking the car to get it fixed at Discount Tire. It was just crazy. Later.
I was driving from school to my parents house today, and something really scary happened. My vision started getting really distorted, and going in and out, my chest got constricted and my head felt like it was gonna explode. I’m pretty sure its high blood pressure and stress from my parents and me deciding I’m not living with them anymore, just these last few days. I can’t afford an apartment or anything though, but if I have to live in my truck I think its worth it. I’ve finally reached my breaking point with the constant stress from their abuse, my dad almost ripped my arm out of my socket saturday night. This stuff usually happens once or twice a semester, and I’m used to it, but I’ve finally reached the point where I’m not going to take it anymore. It feels really good too. So even though I’m scared, I’m excited too. I’m over at April’s place right now, I never went to my parents house because I was too scared I’d wreck. I drove back over here since she lives so close to UH (just across the street!). We chatted and she let me take a nap and I feel much better now. My neck hurts still but I’m not freaking out or nauseous anymore.
I’m seriously thinking about asking Dave what he’s doing on Thursday night, and if its not a bother for him, paying the $60 for a stand by ticket that night and comming up then. I just seriously can’t be with my parents anymore and I feel so much free-er and happier with Dave.
